season 5

01-09-2009 02:51 PM

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Re: Seeing your Father erect

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Originally Posted by mj78 (Post 1911697) I never saw my dad erect, but I did have sort of a crush on him growing up. I can remember in my "discovery" years (around 15 or 16) I had a few dreams about experimenting with my father. It's creepy looking back on it, but I guess I was a sick little freak. I would have died if he ever found out though.

WOW..i had this love thing with my dad for years..he was my HERO..while i have posted my relationship with my dad on this site in the past...and won't re peat...My father did what most fathers don't have to do for their kids...my dad, rescued me from a traumatizing, emotional situation when i was 8. when he picked me up, i was naked, blind folded, gagged and beat. but when i could smell him, and felt the power of his hold on me and realized he was crying...something happend..i dunno...but we bonded..he spent the days and nights in the hospital with me..while i slept, he laid right next to me...just holding me...
i never thought I'd hear a guy anywhere say that they loved their father in some sexual way...
years of therapy have me on the right track...but when i now hold my dad, its still..very special to me..i love my dad...